I lie when the truth feels too raw. Not big lies, just the tiny ones that keep people from seeing how easy it is to hurt me. I always say I don't care, but I do... more than I should. I pretend to be "chill" but the second someone shows me warmth, I melt. I feel everything at volume 100 and express it at maybe a 5 because letting people see the real intensity feels like big danger~
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Avoiding eye contactPretending not to careOverthinking every conversation